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Girls...

Sometimes, you gotta run away. So you can see who will run after you  You gotta talk quieter just to see who's listening. You gotta step up in a fight just to see who's standing by your side. You gotta make a wrong decision only to see who's there to help you fix it. A guy who really loves you, sees what a mess you can be, how moody you can get, and how hard you are to handle, but still wants you in his life. Go for someone who is not only proud to have you, but will also take every risk just to be with you.

enambelas :")

We aren't perfect.

We're gonna fight sometimes.

But I'm never going to stop loving you, no matter how much we fight or what we fight about.

and i know It's stupid how we forgive someone just because we don't want to lose them, even when they don't deserve it.

and I must be aware that one of the simplest ways to stay happy is to let go of the things that make you sad.




*selamattanggalenambelas :")*
Love,
W

Survive

I know that u can’t forget her..

I know that you were in love with her

while u’re in love with me.

That day from one of those days,

you admit that you love her as a friend,

and you made me believe

that i’m the only one that u love..

I got no one else to blame

I should’ve known that you said you loved her,

when you said you missed me.

I tried to be strong..

I tried not to believe that it was true

I  trusted you.

It was hard for me to totally love u,

when there was someone else that u care for.

I can’t let you see what u mean to me,

when my hands are tied and my hearts not free

Who actually deserve your love truthfully ?

You didn’t  know that i was hurting, you was just too blind

and for truthfulness it always seems to be so hard to give around

But then slowly I feel how you change..

I hope it’s not only my imagination,

through my blurry vision.

You’re holding me and I close my eyes

You’re whispering, and I start to cry

You feel so beautiful

You touch my soul

And i’m feeling things I’ve never felt before

My heating heart is full of pain, when we’re apart..

I’m soaring, emotion exploading

I believe that having you is a blessing

I will not be a victim of any other love anymore

Cause i found my way home

Place where i feel safe and free.

But when we see the break’s started,

and when our tears are dry from crying,

Remember that pure love is what we can count on.

Love,

W

Resentment

This is a song by Beyonce..like she said, ” It talks about a relationship. After you’ve been lied to, and you’re tryin your best to forgive, it’s really difficult cause you never forgive..it’s called resentment “.

Lyrics :

I wish I could believe you then I’ll be alright
But now everything you told me really don’t apply
To the way I feel inside
Loving you was easy once upon a time
But now my suspicions of you have multiplied
And it’s all because you lied

[Chorus:]
I only give you a hard time
‘Cause I can’t go on and pretend like
I haven’t tried to forget this
But I’m much too full of resentment

Just can’t seem to get over the way you hurt me
Don’t know how you gave another who didn’t mean a thing, no
The very thing you gave to me
I thought I could forgive you and I know you’ve changed
As much as I wanna trust you I know it ain’t the same
And it’s all because you lied

[Chorus:]
I only give you a hard time
‘Cause I can’t go on and pretend like
I haven’t tried to forget this
But I’m much too full of resentment

I may never understand why
I’m doing the best that I can and I
I tried and I tried to forget this
I’m much too full of resentment

I’ll always remember feeling like I was no good
Like I couldn’t do it for you like your mistress could
And it’s all because you lied

[Bridge:]
Loved you more than ever
More than my own life
The best part of me I gave you
It was sacrificed
And it’s all because you lied

[Chorus:]
I only give you a hard time
‘Cause I can’t go on and pretend like
I tried and I tried to forget this
But I’m too damn full of resentment

I know she was attractive but I was here first
Been ridin’ with you for six years why did I deserve
To be treated this way by you, you
I know your probably thinking what’s up with Bee
I been crying for too long what did you do to me
I used to be so strong but now you took my soul
I’m crying cant stop crying cant stop crying
You could of told me that you weren’t happy
I know you didn’t wanna hurt me
But look what you done-done to me now
I gotta look at her in her eyes and see she’s had half of me
How could you lie ?

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